More scared of the panic attack than the event itself. Haha oh gosh, this sucks. 

I had a bad feeling about this.

However, the feeling went away after a couple minutes. I have too much going on in my life to even care. I’ve become too busy, too occupied. And strangely, I kind of like this. No matter how much I try to occupy myself; it seems like I’m never going to get out of this though haha. Even then, it’s nice to not care for once.