May 2011
35 posts
hacked by yours truly.
heya! so i know youre gonna get really mad at me for hacking into your tumblr… i hafta say, this is so wierd to use… in any case. i just wanted to tell you that im sorry for everything that i did to harm you. i know youre so ready to leave me at a moments notice now…but i just wanted to tell you how i feel. i am, in no means, bent on tryna hurt you… youre the girl i love...
May 1st
April 2011
34 posts
Apr 30th
It's official.
I’m gonna be attending Cal Poly Pomona next fall quarter [:
Apr 29th
Double Standards About Weight.
I know I already made a post similar to this. I’m not trying to offend anyone, or push my opinions down everyone’s throat. I just wanted to blog about this. This is my perspective. As most already know (or if you don’t, well now you know!) I’ve been underweight my entire life, since I was a baby, seriously. When I was born I only weighed 5 pounds, but that was because I...
Apr 28th
meleeesa asked: Hey, i was wondering. Is your social anxiety, a small case? Or a big one?
Apr 28th
2 tags
Random thoughts.
Ever since I stopped doing my daily devotionals and reflections. I’ve become less motivated and more and more negative with myself. I’ve always set my mind in to going back into it, but I never really put that into action. I’ll read a few good verses here and there but I never get to dig into the entire story. The sad thing is, I read my romantic novels more than the Bible...
Apr 27th
Prom.
The day started out horrible, considering that I had a panic attack,and the lady who did my hair messed up, I hated it with a passion haha. When I got there though, it got better. I didn’t get to take many nice pictures because the lighting and my camera sucked. When we got the chance though, we took one. We took a lot actually, they didn’t come out perfect though, they came out...
Apr 25th
2 tags
Anxiety.
On the day of prom. Oh fml.
Apr 23rd
HOW DO YOU TEXT WITH ACRYLIC NAILS ON?!
-_-
Apr 23rd
When I get my license,
I want a bobble head of myself, then put it in my car, so that when I park, and I see a car that look like mine, I’ll know exactly which one is mine. Hee hee haw haw.
Apr 22nd
Apr 22nd
3 notes
I have to be more productive.
My grades are slipping cause of senioritis. I can’t let Cal Poly’s admission slip away from me ! MUST GET OFF TUMBLR.
Apr 22nd
Too many losses this year.
Anthony Alvarez, I never had the chance of getting to know you personally, but I’ve seen you around school. I knew you were in the dance competition team, and that you were an amazing DJ and all around great guy. Unfortunately, you didn’t make it to see another day of school. God has so many ways of saving people, even if it isn’t on this Earth. Tonight, I will be lighting a...
Apr 19th
6 notes
Can everyone do this for Anthony.
christianbagnol: Can you please light a candle lit tonight. Anthony wasn’t meant to die today so his sprit might still be here, he might be lost. So pray for him and tell him it’s ok to go now. Tell him to go to the light. anthony’s sprit needs to get to heaven fast. Lighting a candle and praying for him will help. Keep the candle lit and out of the wind. When it goes out then we will know...
Apr 19th
12 notes
I want my N64 back.
I needa play Pokemon Stadium again.
Apr 17th
1 tag
I hate being the youngest in the family.
I’ll always be treated with the most disrespect because everyone has a higher authority over me. My parents always think I’m going to be just like my sister, when I’m obviously nothing like her. I may look like her, but that doesn’t mean I’m the same person. Even when my siblings were in high school, they treated them with more respect, they gave them more freedom....
Apr 16th
1 tag
Even though we already planned on prom.
I got asked out anyway lol. He went to my school, and sang to me, then asked me to prom. He wrote a song for me [= ANYWAY, I forgot to take pictures SOOOO, I just laid the sign down on my bed :D That’s what his friend’s held up when he asked me. And of course when I said yes, they flipped the letters around lol.
Apr 16th
2 tags
“Anxiety isn’t something you can control. When you’re thirsty, you can control that, just go and get a drink. When you’re tired, you can lay down and go to sleep. Stop trying to control your anxiety and let God control it for you, you can’t do this on your own.” -Mr Wingate
Apr 15th
-alexle asked: I really hope for the best for you Karen, you are in my prayers. Keep that strength going strong!
Apr 14th
4 tags
A part of me that only a select few know.
I never wanted to share it on here, but my body desperately needs this. I know it’s not as important to others. It is to me though. I have anxiety disorder. Whether you know or not. I’m actually really good at hiding it, unless it gets the best of me. I was diagnosed with it just last year. I know it’s nothing compared to diseases and cancer, but this is my own suffering. It...
Apr 14th
“Tomorrow is never promised, so live for today. Put your ego aside, open your...”
–  Junethea Crystal Centeno (via nevershoutandy)
Apr 13th
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14 things you probably didn't know about boy meets... →
fuckyeahboymeetsworld-: because i’m sure we all knew everything on the list. if not… why are you following me again? :P  TELL ME SOMETHING I DON’T KNOW..cause I knew all these facts lol
Apr 13th
81 notes
RCC v. Cal Poly Pomona
Decisions. Decisions. I’m so pressured to make a decision about what college I want to attend next semester. Only because, I have to make a decision before May 1st. I definately have been praying about it, I don’t ask God,”Let me go to this college.” I ask Him,”What are your plans for me? Because I already know your plans are bigger than my own.” I don’t...
Apr 12th
the-hashslingingslasher asked: i dont think im toned either 0___0 hooray for zero muscles :3
Apr 11th
3 tags
I'm not ready to go back to school.
I’m not ready to face reality again. I know graduation is just around the corner. I still have decisions to make. God, please let this all slow down. =/
Apr 10th
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davidduo asked: Thaaankss, Karen. ^^

Your posts interest me also. Haha especially the ones about you know who.
Apr 10th
2 tags
Senior Project: Shadowing Day 1
So this morning I came into the 3rd grade class at 8:45AM. I honestly didn’t know what to expect. I wanted to pursue a career in teaching for the longest time, I just didn’t know what grade I wanted to teach, except the fact that I wanted to teach elementary. The principal at the school set me up with a 3rd grade teacher. And I was pleased, considering that it wasn’t like...
Apr 6th
1 tag
Sudden realization.
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. -Jeremiah 29:11 I never thought God would pull through for me. I’ve neglected him for the past month and a half.  Getting rejected from Cal State Fullerton, from Cal Grant, and not getting a scholarship. Even after I stopped reading the Bible up to...
Apr 6th
I get accepted into the college I thought I'd...
And my dad isn’t proud of me. Just because I forgot to do one scholarship, when I already did so many. Thanks -_-
Apr 5th
2 tags
I GOT ACCEPTED INTO CAL POLY
Fucking..FINALLY
Apr 5th
3 tags
ERHS Prom v. VMHS Prom.
I’m so indecisive. If I go to my school’s prom, it’d be all the way in Long Beach Convention Center. I mean, it’s not a bad a thing. It’s just, I’m not even planning to take a limo with my friends cause my date won’t be there with me, because he lives kinda far. And, it would just be too complicated. And considering how to get him home and stuff. He lives...
Apr 5th
5 notes
You can never go wrong with free shipping !
:D
Apr 3rd
I’m so tempted to buy stuff online now that I have my own debit card. ..But I can’t. Must resist.
Apr 1st
Apr 1st