May 2011
35 posts
I'm having a bittersweet feeling about leaving...
May 28th
May 27th
Dear Karen,
oookay, first i wanna address the people reading this post. for this is a public service announcement…ish. in any case after you read this letter, if you have any fits of rage and have the need to carry that fit to my face…or to my ear. or if you want, you have the right to decorate my facebook wall. ohh and one more thing, this subject is between me and Karen. so even though this...
May 24th
It sucks to be taken advantage of by someone you love. 
May 24th
I can’t let my guard down, no matter what the circumstance is.  Because now, my heart is sinking ]:
May 23rd
I tend to hate people when I'm extremely jealous...
meleeesa: And I get jealous… a lot. Yeah..I just wanna slap everyone I’m jealous of, it’s such a bad habit.
May 23rd
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Relationships in my perspective.
“Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.” -Proverbs 4:23 I usually never blog about relationships..I can’t say a lot to why I’m blogging about it. I can only say that, it’s been a rough week..or weekend.  I can’t stress enough that guarding your heart in a relationship is extremely important. No matter how many times someone...
May 23rd
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Well, my self esteem just went down only like, a...
Thanks a lot -_-
May 22nd
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May 22nd
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Harold Camping and his followers.
Are not Christians, they’re a cult that claims to be Christian. Please get that right.
May 22nd
May 21st
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"With nothing, came everything"
Yesterday, in the class I TA in, my astronomy teacher was lecturing to the students about how the universe was created. Of course he talked about how the Big Bang Theory was the most accurate because of all the scientific support it had behind it. Even as a Christian, I question how God created the world in just seven days. While listening to my teacher, he talks about how in the beginning there...
May 20th
I'm so screwed for tomorrow.
I wish I had the motivation to study, but I’m so sick of high school already =/
May 19th
If the world ends this Saturday..
I’ll just stop doing my homework now.
May 19th
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My brother called me nigga today.
Lovely.
May 18th
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May 17th
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What Christian told me about seperation.
“There is an unbreakable bond between two souls that love each other. My grandpa, left my grandma here. He’s not even in the same universe we’re in, but even while knowing that, she knows that they’ll see each other again soon. Distance and time is in a way unable to affect certain things cause it’s temporary. Seperation, whether it’d be different universes,...
May 16th
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I can't shake this feeling of guilt.
I don’t know why. Two weeks ago he asked me to go to his grandpa’s funeral because he wanted me to be there to hold his hand for him, and support him. It’s not that I didn’t want to go, I really wanted too. He understands how I feel about going to funerals, and he said he understood if I couldn’t go. And the reason why I couldn’t was because I have to visit my...
May 14th
Honestly one of my biggest problems with Christians is the way that as soon as one group of Christians does something that another group doesn’t agree with, they play the “those aren’t real Christians” card.
May 13th
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“Dear Karen, We are pleased to advise you that your enrollment to Cal Poly Pomona for Fall 2011 has been reinstated. We apologize for the confusion concerning the May 1, 2011 deadline for the required housing contracts and deposits.  If you have not yet submitted the housing contract and deposit, or received approval for an exemption from the mandatory housing requirement, the deadline for...
May 12th
Dumb conversation with Christian yesterday.
Him: You’re pretty. Me: No. Him: Yes. Me: No. Him: Yes. Me: No Him: YES YES YES ! Me: NO NO NO ! Him: YEEEEEES ! Me: NOOOOO ! Him: WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?! Me: NO ! @_@
May 10th
I didn't even study for the AP Gov Test.
Guess who’s getting a 1 ? HAHAHAHAHA -___-
May 10th
D.C. and NY this summer?
OOH =D
May 9th
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May 7th
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College.
 I’m really pissed at Cal Poly for withdrawing my application because of the stupid housing fee, when I clearly put on my fafsa that I’m still gonna live with my parents. My mind was already set on Cal Poly because out of the 3 schools I applied to, that’s the only one that I got accepted to. Now that they withdrew my application because of that,it  makes me really mad. My back...
May 7th
I'm getting annoyed with everyone.
They’re all just pushin’ me all in the wrong buttons.
May 6th
I knew it was too good to be true.
May 6th
Weird conversations with my dad when I'm driving.
Well, I don’t even know if “weird” is the right word for it. Last week: Dad: Why do you always like to take Hellman Avenue home? Me: Why not? Dad: The roads here are jacked up. Me: I just like it. Dad: But why? Me: Because…It reminds me of Disneyland’s Autopia.. _________________________________________________ Driving to Costco: Dad: Okay, the car is giving...
May 5th
Studying for a test can be relaxing.
I have no clue why. Well, I have to listen to music that motivates me to do it. I wish I would’ve felt this way about studying earlier in the year, I wouldn’t have to stress so much about getting my admission taken away from Cal Poly. Right now, I’m on a break because I’ve been studying for an hour an a half now. And I need my break. I’m trying to regain my balance in...
May 4th
So.
I’ve come to conclusion that I will end up taking a remedial math class in college because of this: Me: 2 + 2 x 2=8 Christian: No, it’s 6. Me: No, it’s 8.. Christian: Remember..PEMDAS 2x2=4 + 2 = 6 [= Me:…I’m gonna fail the math placement test. Christian: No no no buhbuh gum gum is so dum dum [= I’m dum dum.
May 4th
PLACEMENT TEST AT CSU POMONA IS 4 HOURS?!
I’m going to RCC now.. Just kidding. -_-
May 4th
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May 3rd
I'm really lazy on Mondays.
I haven’t even started my homework. Anyway, today my jerk brother left me at school to go watch Fast Five. So, I was desperately looking for a ride. Then, my last resort was my friend, who didn’t even have his license, but I got desperate. At least I got home safely. Heh.
May 3rd