July 2011
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I had the weirdest dreams today..
I woke up early then went back to sleep. When I went back to sleep, I was in the mountains, and there was all this snow, I thought I was at Ci cause Christian was there, then 2 seconds later, I’m making pancakes with him..outside. Then my 2nd dream that morning, my parents were getting a divorce, but I found out from cousin, not my parents. I think that dream was more depressing than weird....
Jul 1st
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June 2011
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The story of Adam and Eve in a different...
 15 The LORD God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it. 16 And the LORD God commanded the man, “You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; 17 but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat from it you will certainly die. -Genesis 2:15-17 I don’t know if I’m over analyzing this part of the story in...
Jun 28th
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Today my day consists of studying for the placement test I’m taking tomorrow at RCC -__- And I want to do well, cause I REALLY don’t want to pay for extra classes then transfer out later than I should. I should’ve enrolled in summer term to finish faster. Ugh. Dumb test. I wish they just gave us classes based on our finals in high school haha.  Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY...
Jun 28th
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I can't sleep
I had a 3 hour nap. And 2 small panic attacks today. I hate being anxious. -_- On the brightside, my pillow feels nice and cold on my head. [=
Jun 28th
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Jun 25th
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When it comes to giving your heart away, Christ gets first dibs.
Jun 24th
Jun 24th
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I'm playing Restaurant City on fb again.
I don’t even know why. Oh yeah, it’s because I have no life again. 
Jun 24th
I had a dream that I met Kenan Thompson. Then a few hours ago, I was watching iParty with Victorious, and Kenan Thompson was in it. lol
Jun 24th
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Jun 23rd
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”..Without defining a level of commitment is dangerous. It’s like going mountain climbing with a partner who isn’t sure he/she wants the responsibility of holding your rope. When you’ve climbed two thousand feet up a mountain face, you don’t want to have a conversation about how he/she feels ‘tied down’ by your relationship.” -Joshua Harris
Jun 22nd
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Jun 22nd
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Things I wanna do before I become deaf.
Hm, I never thought of this until I got into the shower today lol. Learn sign language fluently. I know there’s different versions of sign language, and I don’t know which version to learn yet, that’s why I wanna take a class on it. It’ll be useful for the future. Go to an NSYNC concert. They need a reunion really soon, I’m waiting for it. Go to a Backstreet Boys...
Jun 22nd
Am I bad person for purchasing fake Toms? -___-
Jun 21st
Britney Spears' Tour tickets are being...
I wanted to see her live since I was a kid. HAHA maybe this is a good thing..
Jun 21st
Jun 19th
All of this is making my heart drop.
Jun 18th
[03:59] SmarterChild: My brain is retired but watch some cool videos! Send am IM to GossipinGabby and Type VIDEO! [03:59] kareneezy: no talk to me SINCE WHEN DID SMARTERCHILD RETIRE?!
Jun 17th
Seriously.
Just stop lying and hiding things from me, when you KNOW I’m going to know the truth one way or another. After knowing me for over two years, you already know what truly pisses me off. I don’t even understand why I keep letting you walk all over me. Actions speak so much louder than words. I don’t know why I even keep giving chances, I don’t know what to do anymore. ]:
Jun 17th
"Dance with God, He'll let the perfect man cut in"
Saw this on Facebook.
Jun 17th
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Jun 17th
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Self-Esteem.
As far my own self-esteem goes, it’s pretty low. I know I shouldn’t be thinking about this considering that I’m on vacation, but I can’t help but think about it all the time. I always feel like I’ll never be good enough. Appearance and personality wise. Recently, I’ve caught myself putting myself down a lot because someone important to me indirectly showed me...
Jun 14th
Christian's plane took off 5 minutes ago.
For the Philippines. I know it’s ridiculous, but I miss him already ]:
Jun 13th
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"Paranoia ain't the way to live your life from day...
Wise lyrics from NSYNC.
Jun 10th
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Listenjenivy: feliciababay: NSYNC MEGAMIX ahhh...
Jun 8th
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Assurance.
“You can live in assurance and calm. You don’t need to look over your shoulder all the time, waiting for the next crisis. You don’t have to spend your days hiding from the next ambush. Live in the light, God’s got your back.”
Jun 7th
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Stay strong and hold onto God forever.
Jun 5th
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The riches of Your love will always be enough.
Jun 5th
Jun 5th
LOL..er
Christian: I got my bat, I’m ready for anything. Me: Okay good, you got a gun?
Jun 5th
lol.
Christian: I’m scared.. Me: Why? Christian: Because when I got home, the back door was open.. Me: Uh oh, make sure to get a bat okay? ..Wow, I’m so great at comforting. -__-
Jun 5th
My summer consists of so far:
Play Animal Crossing Play Mario Kart Eat Sleep Go on Facebook and Tumblr Watch t.v. Take a shower Play Animal Crossing Play Mario Kart Eat Sleep  Go on Facebook and Tumblr Take a shower Yeah, I’ll be doing this until next Friday when I go to Washington D.C. and NY..then when I come back, same routine again. Gosh, I need a job.
Jun 4th
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Stupid people.
Got kicked off Nintendo WFC because I was beating all those people and taking their points.  Trying to contain my cussing. LOL
Jun 3rd
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Jun 3rd
I woke up at 3AM last night.
And I was like,”Whoa, I graduated.” Then, I went back to sleep. HAHA
Jun 2nd
nitro-jen: Dude! I can’t believe my cousin graduated high school, moving on to college. (Do you not see my reaction in the picture?) I swear just yesterday she was at my house for a sleep-over and we were wearing the same powerpuff girl pajamas. Dang… but still, I’m proud of her. Congrats xD I won’t miss you, I’ll be able to see you, cause I can. Ok.
Jun 2nd
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